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Unlived life

Tuesday, November 11th, 2008

The decision between theism and antitheism is not a matter of fact but of what it is possible to believe. Quentin Meillassoux introduces the “spectral dilemma” as an aporia which renders the matter undecidable. Meillassoux characterises theism and antitheism as defenses against a despair which would dissolve the very capacity for belief. This despair emanates from the “odious deaths” of those who have met their end prematurely, whose death is not the proper conclusion of a life but its violent curtailment. The “odious” death leaves a part of life unlived, a part which separates itself from the dead and visits itself upon the living as a spectre. Meillassoux calls “spectral mourning” the unlife of the spectre, which consumes the living and afflicts them with despair (odium).

Spectral mourning is mourning which cannot accomplish the task of mourning, which is to separate what can be incorporated from what must be buried. The theist demands that there exist a God in whom the unlived life of the dead can be lived: a God who can transcendently incorporate the spectre, removing the burden of impossible incorporation from the living. But for the antitheist, belief in such a God is more horrifying even than unbelief, since the odium of violent death is thereby sacralised: God not only passively permits suffering but in incorporating the spectre is wholly perverted by it, becoming an evil deity who feasts on death. Anonymous extinction is a better fate than the “spiritual death” of being worshipfully absorbed in the presence of such a deity, who insists that the evils of mortal existence be finally understood as tokens of his love.

Both the theist and the antitheist seek to remove the spectre from the domain of the living, to assign the unlived life of the dead either to transcendent incorporation in the divine or to the permanent oblivion of extinction. The hope of each is the despair of the other. The resolution proposed by Meillassoux is, in brief, that a divinity should come to exist that could accomplish the restitution desired by the theist while remaining innocent of the violence and suffering that necessitated it. The unlived life of the dead would, by a causeless stroke of contingency, be lived by them in the eternal presence of this new divinity, without entailing the prior supposition of a divine purpose necessitating their odious deaths.

A premise of Marxist economic theory, in particular of the Labour Theory of Value, is that exploitation is odious: the “surplus value” extracted from workers is a part of their life (that is, of their labour) which is taken from them and not returned. Not only is the working life of the worker actively curtailed by exhaustion and immiseration, but even the life he has left is not lived to the full inasmuch as he never enjoys the full fruits of his labours. Labour, in this account, is an aspect of the worker’s life, of his vital essence qua worker. Alienated labour is thus a form of unlived life, of life stolen from the living: this is the odium of capital, that the very “value” it creates and circulates testifies to the curtailment, the diminishment of human vital capacity.

The spectral appears as such only when life is able to be separated from the living: when the living are compelled to live less than the whole of the life that is properly theirs. In cultural terms, for example, “hauntology” denotes a staging of the spectral return of concepts and figures that are thought to have died before their time. The implicit model is one of cultural life as something separable from the actual appearance and disappearance (according to fashion and ideological expediency) of the concepts and figures that bear it. The hauntological artifact performs a role analogous to that of Meillassoux’s inexistent divinity: arising out of the intrinsic non-necessity of the symbolic order (the impasses of its attempts to naturalise or ontologically stabilize itself), it produces a new figure of the old – an apparition, a revenant – within which the unlived life of the cultural spectre can be incorporated.

Hauntology can thus be distinguished from nostalgia, which like the antitheist’s evil deity entreats us to love precisely that which, in the present moment, is most responsible for the destruction of that which it commemorates (the implicit message of the now familiar nostalgia TV shows is always that we have “moved on”, and that our enjoyment of the past is predicated upon our having arrived at a superior vantage point from which to survey it). But this distinction rests on the extent to which the hauntological revenant resists naturalization, resists representing its own appearance as necessary and thereby retroactively justifying the destruction of what went before. Hauntology certainly cannot be a “cultural logic”, or a programme for the revitalization of culture.

Perhaps the more serious problem is the extent to which, at least in the account I have given of it, hauntology remains tied to a vitalist schema: the spectral as “unlived life” can only exist to the extent that “life” is separable from the actual process of living. One retort to Meillassoux’s spectral mourner might be that no death is truly “odious” in the manner she laments: living organisms die when they die, and while their suffering is regrettable it leaves no surplus of unexpressed vital potential, no immaterial substance out of which the body of a spectre might be formed. Likewise to the Marxist: while it is unjust if the worker does not receive all to which his labours entitle him, all this talk of “alienation” amounts to treating labour power as a kind of phlogiston, expended in the process of manufacturing and somehow adhering to its products. (There is a rhetoric along these lines organized around the vital essence concentrated in the sweat of workers’ brows). Why, in short, should we hope for something for the dead other than their deaths? What more could possibly be done for them?

We could give a weak answer to these questions, to the effect that we would wish to conserve the moral force of spectral mourning – which at least has the virtue of recognizing that immiseration, exploitation and premature death are truly terrible things with an enduring claim on our ethical awareness. But it is not clear that the vitalist schema that sustains the spectral apparition does not, finally, lead to a misrecognition of just what it is about these things that is so terrible. Is it altogether certain that the best thing in life is to live life more “fully”, to live for longer and thus realize more of one’s vital potential? Is life a good in itself, such that its restraint, diminution or curtailment is necessarily evil? Vitalism goes hand in hand with affirmationism, with the assumption that more is, in and of itself, better. But if I were to make a complaint about my own life as it is lived at present, and is likely to be lived for the remainder of its duration, it would not be that I am not living as fully as I might wish, but rather that too much of my life is spent in the service of goods and too little in the service of the Good. And by “the Good” I do not mean my own impeccably virtuous vital inner flame.

Perhaps there is another basis on which we can identify the odiousness of a life that at no point coincides with the Good, that is dominated and snuffed out by callousness, greed and violence. Rather than a part of life unlived, the figure of our mourning would represent a non-vital (or vitally-indifferent) Good unattested to in a life cruelly reduced to bare survival. No longer a figure of life-death, but a figure of indifference to vitality: not crossing the boundary between the dead and the living, but undecidable in terms of the categories of life and death. Every true Good entails indifference to death, being a process in which the fallen and the unfallen are equally – indifferently – incorporated. What we should seek to recover from the political and cultural projects of the past is not their squandered vitality, but their abandoned fidelity.

Glossing the void

Thursday, October 30th, 2008

Glossator’s Call For Proposals requesting commentaries on black metal is a stimulating read in its own right. I dimly recall from my literary studies some text in praise of glossing (glozing?), which propounded an infinity of glosses upon glosses, an opaque lacquering of commentary. Nicola must surely know which one I mean (or perhaps there is an entire genre of commendations/comminations of glozing, glosses upon glossing?).

The Critics strip in this month’s Viz certainly upholds a conventionally bathetic view of blogging as glozing, and of glozing as flattering dissimulation – confined, ultimately, to the ouroborean finitude of “court circles” or little cliques of mutual admirers rather than spreading out unpredictably and uncontainably in a spider’s web of significance. What’s interesting about the blogosphere as currently constituted is that it does both: you get stable circuits of people chuntering away back and forth about each other’s posts, but also sudden (and sometimes brilliantly calculated) interventions and disturbances which can create tremendous excitement and busyness and bring all sorts of hitherto disconnected or mutually indifferent people to each other’s attention.

Wave Wraith

Sunday, February 12th, 2006

A short instrumental interlude from Grammar Schools For All.

Sunflower

Tuesday, January 24th, 2006

I’ve uploaded a new w/trem track, titled Sunflower. If you can’t play oggs, you can hear a stream at my MySpace page.

The super-heavy guitar at the end is the acoustic guitar from the beginning, plus lots of distortion.

Cat Power: The Greatest

Thursday, January 12th, 2006

Currently streaming, Cat Power doing a great impression of Mazzy Star, crossed with Tindersticks, crossed with Mercury Rev, crossed with…well, with Cat Power. I still like the old, cute Chan Marshall very much – the one in her early twenties with the short hair and the permanently spooked / stoned expression – but can’t deny that the new model outclasses the old in just about every possible way…

Supremacy!

Thursday, December 22nd, 2005

XINLISUPREME are FUCKING GREAT.

That’s all.

OMG! WTF?

Sunday, December 4th, 2005

In a fit of utter haplessness, I have created a w/trem page on Myspace.com. It features all three Grammar Schools For All tracks to date, plus Detention, helpfully encoded as mp3s for those who lack the ability to play oggs.

I am hoping that it will bring me the attentions of numerous forlorn 17-year-old girls in desolate US suburbs. And then we can have teh websex*, OMG. Or, possibly, not.

I haven’t asked Rebecca if she’d like a myspace.com page too. It would be cool if she did; then we’d each have at least one Myspace freind! (That is, assuming Rebecca would agree to be my Myspace freind. It might ruin her chances of being accepted by all the funky guys with their shirts off. OMG, is there anything more abject than Myspace freind rejection?).

* see The Internet Text, passim.

Rebecca Fox: composer and folk singer

Sunday, November 27th, 2005

This site now hosts a small collection of folk songs arranged and performed by my sister, Rebecca Fox.

Besides being a better singer than me, Rebecca also has a distinctive style as a composer – listen to her Lowlands of Holland for a particularly striking example.

“Problem Child” is live

Sunday, October 16th, 2005

Get it here.

Problem Child

Tuesday, October 11th, 2005

For some reason I have been temporarily blessed with the ability to write lyrics. Not necessarily great lyrics, but a concrete improvement on the blank page I’m normally left with.

This is another one for “Grammar Schools For All”. Astute readers may sense a theme emerging…

PROBLEM CHILD

Houston,
We have a problem,
We have a problem child,
We have a problem, child.

What do
you do every morning?
What do you live for now?
What do you live for now?

Autumn will soon be over
and you’ll still be a problem child.
half-term will soon be over
and you’ll still have a problem, child.

Why do
you cry when they tell you
that you have to go to school,
when you have to go to school?

What is
that bruise on your shoulder?
You need to be older, child.
You need to be an older child.

Winter will soon be on us
and you’ll still be a problem child.
Winter is now upon us
and you still have a problem, child.

New w/trem material

Monday, October 10th, 2005

Finally, some new stuff.

The new collection of songs is provisionally titled “Grammar Schools For All”, after a Daily Mail headline of a few years’ back. The first track is titled All Saints, and is a rollicking little number about the benefits of a Catholic education.

Super Foul Oggs

Sunday, September 18th, 2005

The remainder of the Things Believed Lost oggs are now online.

I have genuinely forgotten the original title of I Am Such A Whiny Bitch, so have let that stand as its name from now on.

Chris Gilson, check your email…

Links to TBL oggs

Wednesday, September 7th, 2005

I have started putting the Things Believed Lost oggs into a directory on this server. It is an annoyingly slow process. Detention and something called “Clawhammer” are there. Others will follow.

Things Believed Lost

Wednesday, September 7th, 2005

The other day I dug out a CD Andy made for me ages ago with some old w/trem stuff on it. It has a few tracks I hadn’t managed to salvage from the blazing detritus of mp3.com (and my old computer’s hard drive): Detention, which was just about the last w/trem tune ever recorded (although watch this space…), an electronic tune, Drill Here Fore Seismics, named after a graffito I saw in Leicester, an acoustic track called, oh I dunno, I’m Such A Whiny Bitch or something, and a bunch of tunes from a tape I did years ago called Complaints and Mating Calls, of which perhaps five original copies exist in the whole world (unless everyone I gave one to just chucked it in the bin).

It is nice to have them back. I am now in the process of oggifying and uploading them – links to follow.

DeMuDi

Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005

I installed DeMuDi, the Debian-based audio/multimedia distro, on Sunday night. It took a few hours to get everything working, but it’s looking fairly nice.

Key features: multimedia-optimised kernel – I think the main alteration is to do with scheduling so that real-time processing goes smoothly – and a fair range of the current best (libre) Linux audio software configured to work out of the box. I’ve tried and failed to get stuff like Jack and Ardour to work before, on a variety of other systems, and sticking a whole new distribution on a separate partition is basically less fuss than trying to figure it all out.

Based on an hour or so’s messing around with Ardour and Jack Rack, I can definitely see the potential. Jack is basically a low-latency audio stream server that works like a patchbay, enabling you to connect applications’ inputs and outputs together. So it’s possible to plug a guitar into the line-in on the soundcard, run it through a ton of effects on Jack Rack, and record the output into a track on Ardour; or record the clean signal to Ardour, then patch the playback for that track through Jack Rack, then patch it back into Ardour for mix-down (at least, I think this is possible – haven’t actually tried it yet).

All of the graphical user interfaces suck without exception, but the bash-scriptability of most things might make up for that.

Other included software: CSound, Cecilia, Audacity, a few drum machines and trackers and what-not. It’s weighted towards the hard-to-use-but-amazingly-powerful end of things. There’s nothing as immediately gratifying as Buzz. But there’s nothing Buzz can do that you couldn’t in theory do with Jack and a suitable collection of generators and processors.

It all fits on one CD, which is nice. And then after that, apt-get…

Feline Puissance

Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005

Obscure Indie Idol of the week is…Cat Power. Although looking at photographs I’m convinced Chan Marshall is at least two people…

Thalia Zedek

Saturday, January 15th, 2005

Every so often I go through a phase of total hero-worship of some obscure indie rock idol. Usually it’s Mark Eitzel, but right now it’s Thalia Zedek. Partly it’s a guitar thing: the way her playing and Chris Brokaw’s work together on some of the best Come tracks is simply awesome. On that score, Thalia and Chris are my joint obscure indie rock idols of the month. What makes Thalia special, though, is the raw vocals and the smart, unflinching lyrics they deliver.

There’s a kind of courage in her singing which may have something to do with being gay, but goes beyond the kind of toughness-you-need-to-survive implied by that. That kind of toughness doesn’t always correlate directly with honesty. It can be the belligerence needed to sustain a convenient fiction about oneself: I’m so tough, all this shit doesn’t bother me. I think the message in Thalia’s music is often the same as the message in Mark Eitzel’s: you can tell that story to yourself, you can tell it to your friends and your enemies, but part of you knows it isn’t true and if you really want to survive and to be someone who might possibly deserve to survive then you need to listen to what that part is saying.

w/trem – Creative Commons

Thursday, January 13th, 2005

Just to be clear, I’ve added a Creative Commons licence to the w/trem music pages. The Attribution-ShareAlike licence means that the music can be distributed freely and used for any purpose including the creation of derivative works, provided that attribution is given and all derivative works are placed under the same licence. All the usual fair use rights also apply, of course.

Any source code on this site should be treated as GPL-ed. I will add explicit notices to source files when I get the time.

William of Winesbury – recording

Thursday, November 18th, 2004

This is just to say that I’ve placed a recording of myself singing William of Winesbury online, and that it can be accessed via the following URL:

http://www.codepoetics.com/music/william_of_winesbury.mp3

The deficiencies of the performance are many; I speed up as I go along, run out of breath near the end of one verse, succumb to wonky intonation passim and generally manage the rare trick of sounding simultaneously effete and knackered. But it’s a pretty tune and worth hearing, even from me.

William of Winesbury

Sunday, November 14th, 2004

As I looked over the castle wall
for to see what I could see,
O ’twas there I spied my own father’s ship
come a sailing along the sea.

“Oh what’s the matter, O me daughter Jane,
that you do look so wan?
Oh have you had any ill sickness
or been courting some young man?”

“Oh no I haven’t had any ill sickness
or been courting with any young man,
but I have been sick and sick to me heart
since you’ve been so long at sea.”

“Oh was it any noble knight,
or was it any gentleman,
or was it by chance some rakish lad
that has just returned from Spain?”

“Oh no it wasn’t any noble knight,
nor was it any gentleman,
but I have been courted by young William
and he’s one of your serving men.”

“Oh will you marry my daughter Jane,
and will you take her by the hand,
and this night you’ll sup and dine with me?
You’ll be heir to all my lands.”

“Oh yes I’ll marry your daughter Jane
and I’ll take her by the hand,
and this night I’ll sup and dine with you
but not for all your lands.”

“I have houses and I have lands,
and I’ve money at my command,
and had it not been for your daughter Jane
then I was never a serving man.”

* * *

As always with folk ballads, this is a variant among variants. The version I know best is the one sung by Bert Jansch (“what ails thee, what ails thee, my daughter Janet?”), but I heard this more recently and liked the tune better (surprisingly, as the tune Jansch sings it to is one of my favourites). It’s Nic Jones’ version, recorded on the CD _Nic Jones Unearthed_ – the second track after Jimmy Allen, which is one of the few things of his I know how to play.

Other variants flesh the story out a bit more. The father is the king, and he discovers his daughter’s pregnancy in spite of her disavowals by having her disrobe in front of him:

Cast off, cast off your berry brown gown, you stand naked upon the stone,
that I may know you by your shape, if you be a maiden or no.

And she cast off her berry brown gown, she stood naked upon the stone.
Her apron was low and her aunches round, her face was pale and wan.

The king sends off his men “thirty and three” to apprehend Willy O’Winsbury and hang him, but on seeing the fine shape of the man who has “lain long with his daughter at home”, he relents on the grounds that “for I was was a woman as I am a man, my bedfellow you would have been”. In the Jansch version, we don’t learn that Willy’s a nob in disguise: he refuses to inherit the king’s lands, but from the conclusion -

And he’s mounted her on a milk-white steed, and himself on a dapple grey.
He has made her the lady of as much land as she shall ride in a long summer’s day.

- we can infer at most a symbolic nobility (he might be some manner of free spirit, the sort that goes around whispering “twa-in-yin” in impressionable creatures’ ears). The way Nic Jones puts the curl of the lip into the line “and I’ve money at my command” makes his William a very different character to the sailor John Barbour who explicitly rejects the offer of land and title in favour of “the raging sea”.